3 earth-angels blessed me in the last 24 hours:  My brothers Adam and Jonathan and my amazing boyfriend, Rolando.  Adam tried to jump start me last night, ran to get oil with me and inevitably took me home - Jonathan picked me up this morning took me to my car and we spent hours together using deductive reasoning and a few trips to auto zone to concur that my engine is ok!! Then we waited until AAA got my car. My man received me with AAA in E. LA and his mechanic will do the needed work hopefully this coming week.  Not to mention those of you who offered help and sent up prayers otherwise.  Last night I did have an emotional breakdown - and when I sought to be in a space of gratitude I began to sob when I realized that my close friends and family are all safe and healthy and NOTHING is more important than that.  I am TRULY grateful on this day.  #blessed #grateful #faithful

3 earth-angels blessed me in the last 24 hours: My brothers Adam and Jonathan and my amazing boyfriend, Rolando. Adam tried to jump start me last night, ran to get oil with me and inevitably took me home - Jonathan picked me up this morning took me to my car and we spent hours together using deductive reasoning and a few trips to auto zone to concur that my engine is ok!! Then we waited until AAA got my car. My man received me with AAA in E. LA and his mechanic will do the needed work hopefully this coming week. Not to mention those of you who offered help and sent up prayers otherwise. Last night I did have an emotional breakdown - and when I sought to be in a space of gratitude I began to sob when I realized that my close friends and family are all safe and healthy and NOTHING is more important than that. I am TRULY grateful on this day. #blessed #grateful #faithful

Wake up - you’re sleeping
It’s time to process what’s undone
It’s been too hard to reach
it’s time to frolic in the sun

if it’s too much
then you’re too small
and that’s not true
not true at all

if it’s not yours
then it’s not there
now that’s the truth
don’t be afraid

If time doesn’t exist
it’s never too late
your prayer was answered
so you could play it safe?

LIVE it out
LIVE it up
until the last moment
until the last moment

LOVE it fully
LIFE was chosen
until the last moment
until the last moment

Rachel Lynn Sebastian

I am VIBRANT and have LOTS of energy!

WOW.

This morning I had a major breakthrough in my life!

After listening to a 2-hour tele-seminar about relationships - I came to the understanding that I see my body as “tired” and “sickly” which is COMPLETELY out of alignment with who I know myself to be spiritually: VIBRANT.

There is major karma at play here.

I have manifested relationships in my life with others who are also “overworked,” “unhealthy (to a degree)” and extremely “low-energy.”

Those qualities have ALWAYS confronted me in other people. “Why don’t you go and “get healthy!?” I would always think to myself. I would blame my partner for not bringing vibrancy, excitement and high-energy into our space.

Well here I am yet AGAIN in the space of being the common denominator in my relationships. 

It is “I” that have ignored my inherent need to be in alignment with my own vibrancy! It is WHO WE ARE inherently - don’t you know? WE are VIBRANT beings!

I’m about to completely effect the health of my being from the inside out. I can’t wait to share with you how this journey goes.

I AM VIBRANT!!!

In my meditation just now an angel spoke to me and shared with me that I’m the happiest right now that I’ll ever be in my life.  

Wow…that really shook me.  

Imagine how my entire perception of my happiness shifted.  I suddenly found myself not wanting to leave this moment - being so very content where I am now. 

Then I imagined that same angel sharing that I was indeed the happiest person in the world. 

Dang. 

Imagine how my perception of what happiness really is changed (based on the spectrum of my current feelings).  

I really can’t feel sorry for myself now.  No matter how far away from my “ultimate” capacity of happiness I feel - “I’m the happiest of them all!”

I’m determined to shift my happiness relativity today.  I’m determined to feel like right now is the happiness I’ll ever be - after all does anything really exist outside of now?

In my meditation just now an angel spoke to me and shared with me that I’m the happiest right now that I’ll ever be in my life.

Wow…that really shook me.

Imagine how my entire perception of my happiness shifted. I suddenly found myself not wanting to leave this moment - being so very content where I am now.

Then I imagined that same angel sharing that I was indeed the happiest person in the world.

Dang.

Imagine how my perception of what happiness really is changed (based on the spectrum of my current feelings).

I really can’t feel sorry for myself now. No matter how far away from my “ultimate” capacity of happiness I feel - “I’m the happiest of them all!”

I’m determined to shift my happiness relativity today. I’m determined to feel like right now is the happiness I’ll ever be - after all does anything really exist outside of now?

Unreasonable Suffering

Yet another example of trusting the universe:

After four hours of working online today at Starbucks the lady at the table next to me asked me to watch her things for her: “I need to go and move my car.”

"Yes of course," I said as I peeked out the window at my own car.

Surprisingly, I saw what looked like a ticket tucked neatly underneath my wipers.

I stood up and walked to the barista counter while still managing to watch our things.

"Do you know if they ticket in the parking lot?" I asked the barista.

"Yes, they do," he replied.

He went on to tell me that the limit is two hours and that one man got his car towed last week!

I then made a conscious choice not to stress about the ticket. I had not seen any signs near my car and I could most likely dispute it. Anyway - it was already done - I may as well stay as long as I wanted to.

I felt gratitude for my car having not been towed and I returned to my computer.

When the lady returned from moving her car she thanked me. I wanted to tell her that I wasn’t so lucky - but I consciously chose to not delve into that energetic space and instead not mention it.

I then contemplated posting the ticket on FB. But, again, chose to not transfer that energy.

After six hours at Starbucks I was finally ready to head home for dinner with my best friend and her husband.

I headed to my car and gently took the ticket out from under the wipers, opened my door and got inside.

I held the ticket in front of me, squinted my eyes and then slowly allowed them to open to reveal the “damage.”

"WARNING"

It was a warning. Imagine if I allowed myself to suffer for no reason at all.

Awake.  Alive.  Blessed.

Anytime I’ve ever in my life had a moment where I felt like giving up - Spirit sent an earth angel to speak to me.  It was either an in-person encounter, a private message, a post, a letter, a link to a song or a video.

I wonder what inspired those angels to reach out just exactly when they did.  Did 

they dream about me during the night?  Did they see my post in their social media feed - did they hear my song on the radio?

The messages I get from these angels ranges from, “YOU Rachel, have made a difference in my life” to “I believe in you and I want you to promise to never give up” to “Hey there - I was just thinking about you and wanted to make sure you’re doing well.”

No matter who I am - or what I’ve accomplished - I’m a human being.  I have doubts and fears like everyone else.  And the fact is - just ONE earth angel can make all of the difference for me.  

I’m currently on a chanting campaign for a major breakthrough in my life.  For the next ten days I will chant every day with power and intention to see what I need to change and be open to Spirit guiding me in any direction I need to go (including staying still).  

I will also meditate and choose one person each day to communicate with in my life - to reach out - to be that someone that so many of you have been to me.

Today is earth angel day.

Thank you for being my angels. <3